I just have to do some mental adjusting.
I am really afraid.
I have not trained adequately.
I have gained weight.
I am slow on a good day.
I talked to Javamom today and she was so encouraging. I can walk - there are people who walk this race.
My plan is (at this moment), to walk the first 6 miles and then start running. I don't want to start running and run out of steam half way, so I will walk and then run. Or just walk.
I still have not got my wardrobe figured out which shows you the extent of my lack of preparation!
I am excited about going to Phoenix and meeting Lisa and whoever else I may meet.
I just have to wrap my mind around the fact that my training didn't go well and that I have been injured for months.
The trick is to stop obsessing about myself!